Considering the subset of those that discover Desteni having come from a spiritual background, so-to-speak, where they've already bought into a doctrine of transcendence in which they've come to believe they have learned to go beyond even the law of karma and Do Unto Others, there is a tendency to believe that it is because of one's advanced evolution that they have now been blessed with the knowledge and information which Desteni imparts.
Stumbling upon the apparent hidden, true History of the Universe, the idea of an Equal Money System, and a group of people supposedly dedicated to creating heaven on Earth, one may experience these discoveries as part of a natural progression upon a spiritual path that indicates one has made excellent life-choices and is heading in the right direction.
The reality can't be farther from the truth.
In reality, if you have discovered Desteni, you have already reached a point of Too Lateness. Despite the common sense in the Law of Karma as the reality that each one will face what they have done to others, and the implications this brings in terms of the manner in which we must live our lives in this shared Reality, you have made a habit of ignoring what is here. You have allowed this habit to become who you are to such an extent you face a point of Annihilation if you don't become an agent of change in service of Life's Best Self. That is the True Reason why you've found Desteni.
Your abuse has led to the point where you've now manifested support in the form of an external group sharing the only tools which will Save your Ass: self-writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty, and Common Sense.
I'd suggest visting the Forum where you will find similar beings walking and sharing their processes.
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